How do I not be fearful if I don't meditate? Isn't it superstitious? Thinking I did not meditate last night, therefore bad things might happen to me today?

The day I meditate, I feel confident and at the end of the day attribute all the good things that happened to me to the meditation I did the previous night.When I don’t,I think bad things happened today because I did not meditate last night. Aren’t I just becoming superstitious? How can I escape this?

.​The mind is full of fear and the purpose of meditation is to calm the mind so you can gain insight into your deeper, spiritual nature.
 
Bad things will not happen to you as a result of not meditating. Meditating is not a bribe to the Universe so things will turn out perfect for you in every way. While you are in the Physical, all kinds of things come up that are beyond our control. Meditation helps us deal with these external events, so we can meet them head-on with a calm mind. But meditation does not prevent bad things from happening. Besides, what may seem bad at the moment may be one of your life’s most important teachers